Where am I?

If I still have any blog readers out there, I apologize for my absense. Im trying to work up the nerve and the desire to relive this all again, to explain why I have not been around. But, frankly I am emotionally exhausted right now. In telling my story as of late, I hope to get a couple things out of it. I hope that one, it will be some sort of therepy for me and help me move on and for two, I hope that maybe I can help someone else into knowing that they are not alone. Because until I came out with this I thought I was totally alone only to find out almost every single married person I know has gone through this. Its a daily struggle to get through each day with these feelings so one day soon, I will be blogging again, and blogging about this.

By the way, the kids and I are in PA now visiting family and friends and its just what I need. We are having a good time.